Depression and ECT 9

I've suffered from depression since I was a pre-teen. In 2012 I got very sick, becoming suicidal. In 2013 I decided to try ElectroConvulsive Therapy. The "Depression" series of blog posts chronicles that process.

To start the Depression series at the beginning, click here: http://ittybittycrazy.squarespace.com/imported-data/2013/12/29/depression-1.html
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Things my depression brain tells me:

"I want my life back."

"I want my mom back."

"I need to sleep."

"This isn't worth it."

"Just go. Go."

"Too tiring."

"You suck."

"I need my life to be different."

To start the Depression series at the beginning, click here: http://ittybittycrazy.squarespace.com/imported-data/2013/12/29/depression-1.html